honestly, i dont have much to say. i have finally taken the initiative to make change and i think it is permanent. the decisions i have been making are not easy but it feels like so much weight has been uplifted from my shoulders. God has been speaking to me soooo much lately. His will is being revealed daily and it is blowing me away. I am so scared but so ready. I am ready to do what scares me and makes me uncomfortable. With that said, I am so excited for the new series starting at my youth group! But anyways, yeahh. I mean, i have had ups and downs, and good and bad the past few months but God has strengthened me and helped me to move forward and keep my identity in him. I am so blessed and so blown away. There is a sort of peace that has a real, genuine, and permanent smile plastered across my face! I feel called to go somewhere. I mean, I know I want to go back to Colombia and I would like to go to Africa and share Gods love and word with the people there but I feel like God is tugging on my heart! I am listening and listening but I just feel him tugging so I am really trying to just serve and serve and serve and speak of Gods love and pray and read my bible and spend hours and hours of time with God but I still keep just feeling him call me. I am trying to stay patient but i am so excited for God to reveal to me what is in store for my future. anyways, haha i will end with all this randomness:
blehhhh! My heart is racing because I am just sooo excited and happy and nervous. I want to wash the feet of others. I want to be family to people. a mother, a sister, a mentor, an inspiration. I want to hold the hands of people in need. I want to show them the LOVE OF GOD. I want to stand beside the broken and I want to spend my whole life serving. ♥
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